I don't wanna....

Go to school!

Classes start tomorrow and I am not at all excited about that. I am slightly excited, however, that there is no physics lab this week, so I do not have to get up for an 8 am tomorrow. But that doesn't really change the general unhappiness of school starting.

I can't quite figure it out--I just feel really off. Kinda pissed, kinda nervous. Mostly just funny about starting classes tomorrow. I only have four classes (plus research) so that is nice. But I'm still feeling very anxious, uneasy... I guess you could say. Heh, actually I think I'm having a mini-quarter life crisis. We're juniors this year. Holy balls, that is old! And I don't want to be a grown up!!!! Kind of freaks me out.

Well besides all that profound "I don't want to grow up" stuff, I am also a touch unhappy about not really having much of a summer. I got home at the end of the spring semester with just enough time to unpack and repack to come back for URP. And, well, I think that could have worked out a little better. Certainly wasn't the most fun I've ever had... And then I got home at the end of URP with just enough time to unpack and then box up just about everything and move back up here. Of course, there were two weeks between moving and now, but still, I was short on relaxation time. It is hard to lay around and relax when the house is covered in boxes of your stuff and packing is hanging over your head.

And the one week of "summer fun" I was looking forward to (camp) turned out much differently than I was expecting. I still had lots and lots of fun, but the whole experience this year was much more sobering. And it was definitely very emotionally taxing to answer all the "How's Ty doing?" questions early in the week, especially since it was quite obvious that the answer was "kinda crappy." But he did perk up at the end there, saving the week.

Also, I took a random mini-vacation to Kalahari with Duane and his cousins on Wednesday and Thursday. That was pretty awesome. I would say it was a perfect way to end the summer, but since I don't want to end the summer, it doesn't exactly work.

Haha, oh well, at least this summer was blissfully crazy people free.