Insanity!

Well, folks, I have officially lost it. In the past three days, I have attended a wedding, learned of an engagement and looked at about 600 pictures of yet another wedding. And all this wedding hoopla results in a very insane Kailey.

I am certainly not a girlly girl, at least 99.999999% of the time. No pink, no dressing up for the heck of it and definitely no stupid girl drama and giggling things. Weddings, however, are the major exception to my lack of girlishness. Of course, Sarah and I have had ours in the works since we were like 5, so it isn't as if I've never thought about it before. More recently though, like with all the "What is April 25, 2008?!?!" craziness, there has been some serious consideration. And A LOT of sleepless nights for me and Jamie. She's going to have a penguin ice sculpture, lol.

All of that hypothetical stuff all night with Jamie was fun but -blushy- it doesn't hold a candle to my wedding hoopla-induced insanity of late. I'm going to say its a widely known phenomenon that woman + wedding = omg, I want to get married!!! but I have officially lost it. In fact, I have been debating somewhat poofy and gathered kind of skirt (like Belle in Beauty and the Beast) vs. a sleeker lacy dress. Because clearly, I need to make that decision tomorrow. -rolls eyes at self- Yeah, I was definitely on Cloud 9/an emotional mess after the wedding on Saturday night as I went about my insane dress search.

Today in lab takes the cake though. Tim is back from his wedding and had a million pictures to show us, which, being a lab full of women, we pounced upon. Not entirely unlike rabid animals either. So yeah... his wedding was just about what I want mine to look like. Red and white for the colors, bridesmaids wearing tea-length dresses instead of full gowns. Only the flowers were off. They had some sort of pansy looking thing; I want red roses and white lilies. The actual ceremony were the best, however. Manly ol' Tim was a wreck. He was bawling like a little girl in just about every picture. Aww! He was all embarassed that we were sort of laughing at him but I was like oh no, I totally support the crying, its so sweet! Add to this a lab full of girls and the question of "wonder who will be next?" and you've got a recipe for some serious wedding hysteria.

That was an interesting convo. Josh doesn't want to get married because he doesn't want to have to "worry about what the wife is doing and likes [his] freedom," Suma seems terrified by the question and Medhavi is like "ahh, not yet! I don't even have a boyfriend!" Meanwhile, Tim is talking about being an emotional mess, Tyler is anticipating the same at his wedding and I'm like "sign me up!" So I proceeded to have a very nice, albeit quite womanly, chat with the boys. It was nice and even if I did get very blushy, I really do enjoy talking about Duane and that stuff with people... even if Tim did call us freaks for being able to stay together through college from high school.

Hmm, well I think I'm officially heading toward rambling now... So if you'll excuse me, I have dresses and cruises to look at. -blushy-